outer-jessie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It gets worse... I always have the feeling that people don't really like me. Now, is that because I am inherently unlikeable and we all know it, or is it because feelings of self-worth in a social capacity are lacking? I always feel like people would rather get away from me than talk to me. Maybe that's because that's usually the way I feel when I'm talking to people. But I only feel that way because I feel like that's how THEY feel. But I'm pretty sure they do. I am not very funny, I am not very clever, I am not very nice, I do not devote much time for understanding anybody who isn't me and mine. OH MY GOD. It's true. I am not a very good friend. How did I never notice this? Have I always been this way? Man, I have been wondering why I have few personal connections and can't keep any friends. Mystery solved! I totally suck. 2:40 p.m. - 2008-07-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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