outer-jessie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Alone again Back to this again, is it? G was here for ten days, but now she's gone again. We're both suffering from the oppressive sadness. Made all the worse because each of us knows the other is suffering too, and that's a terrible burden. She fell asleep in my arms last night, and I woke her up with my crying, which came out of nowhere because I haven't cried since before I left Tucson. And then I felt bad for waking her up, and for letting her know how much it all hurts. Sucks. I know it's not the worst thing in the world, but that doesn't stop it from feeling like it is. 9:03 p.m. - 2011-09-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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