outer-jessie's Diaryland Diary

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2018-08-08 - Seventh deadly sin
2017-11-22 - Trapped
2016-09-15 - like La Boheme without the tragedy
2016-04-19 - And now for something completely different
2016-02-28 - wiser, or just older
2015-11-05 - Steady as she goes
2015-09-11 - World of No, continued
2015-09-09 - World of No
2015-09-09 - Less money, mo' problems
2015-08-30 - The dust
2015-08-14 - lease-signing day
2015-08-12 - pause
2015-08-11 - Scrambled eggs
2015-07-28 - You get used to it
2015-07-06 - Fish out of but surrounded by water
2015-06-29 - Day 1: Oregon Coast
2015-06-26 - Everything ends
2015-06-05 - Woodland critters
2015-06-01 - dream-like state
2015-05-21 - sleeping in the woods
2015-03-15 - visitors
2015-03-14 - 800 paychecks to go
2014-12-29 - Holiday Horror Stories
2014-11-24 - Doing things you shouldn't be doing
2014-11-17 - shiny new shoebox
2014-11-12 - relocation anticipation
2014-10-05 - .
2014-09-15 - itemized list
2014-09-03 - Life is a gas
2014-08-14 - life under a rock
2014-08-01 - job monkeys
2014-07-22 - What do you want, then?
2014-05-26 - recovery
2014-05-25 - I am not okay
2014-04-29 - Is it hot in here or was I just fired?
2014-03-27 - battle fatigue
2014-03-19 - pits
2014-02-28 - take your butt and shove it up your butt
2014-02-26 - where are we going?
2014-02-25 - the bowels of heck
2014-02-23 - when it's over it's over, and I'm over it
2013-10-07 - Better
2013-08-30 - work-life balance
2013-07-23 - Doctor? Doctor.
2013-07-18 - What's the defense for a defense?
2013-07-03 - Dissertation Nation
2013-06-09 - rat a tat tat, my ass is getting fat
2013-05-13 - paralyzed
2013-04-03 - You're a loser, baby.
2013-03-23 - roughage
2013-03-06 - Good bye
2013-03-03 - Farewell
2013-02-24 - I should be writing something else right now
2012-09-30 - Status: Stasis
2012-07-20 - research hell
2012-07-16 - make progress
2012-07-11 - friendless fiend
2012-06-14 - The summer of my content
2012-03-02 - sigh
2012-02-27 - no secrets
2012-02-26 - it gets old fast
2012-02-25 - drifting
2012-02-22 - wanderlust
2011-12-13 - nearly through
2011-12-03 - something with lots of butter in it
2011-10-18 - Bipola Lola
2011-10-16 - Hints of depression
2011-09-11 - Alone again
2011-08-28 - Overly-cautiously optimistic
2011-08-13 - lonely new beginnings
2011-07-14 - Breaking News
2011-06-27 - Alone, dry run #2
2011-06-24 - Friends who aren't invested in the outcome are good friends indeed
2011-06-23 - if it ain't one thing, it's a felony
2011-06-16 - Sweat and sunset
2011-06-15 - Rock and a scarred place
2011-06-12 - Two thumbs down.
2011-06-10 - But on the bright side...
2011-06-10 - Bracing myself
2011-06-07 - Commence with the out-freaking
2011-05-19 - Employment
2011-05-01 - I broke my diary somehow with this entry
2011-03-30 - I could be wrong...
2011-03-22 - up and out
2011-02-24 - How much education does one person need
2011-02-04 - The shape of my distaste
2011-01-04 - Coffee shop delusions
2010-10-20 - Remove shoe. Shoot self in foot.
2010-09-30 - dye your hair blue
2010-08-11 - the timing is never good
2010-08-10 - desperate to hold
2010-07-28 - it holds me down
2010-07-20 - the day will come
2010-05-06 - Disjointed updates
2010-02-15 - The swing of things
2010-02-14 - Happy Valentine's Day
2009-10-06 - The beginning of the end of lies
2009-09-27 - Boring recap entry + boring run talk
2009-09-24 - Treading water with a sausage in each hand
2009-09-17 - A thick black cloud and a hint of a silver lining
2009-09-15 - Arm chair running
2009-09-08 - Student assistant bites the dust
2009-09-07 - Walkathon
2009-08-27 - the horrible things we do to the ones we love
2009-08-27 - over
2009-07-30 - Strange things happen on the way to Seattle
2009-07-30 - early morning musings
2009-07-01 - There it goes...there goes another one...there goes aNOTHer one...and there goes a little one.
2009-06-19 - a-waitin for a-drippin
2009-06-17 - Boringness and boring a hole in my insides
2009-06-10 - Summer 2009 begins
2009-05-21 - homes are far apart. and few.
2009-05-10 - Patience.
2009-04-19 - Famously fanatical at last
2009-04-07 - Easteresearch
2009-04-06 - What it looks like
2009-04-02 - broken everything!
2009-03-23 - the beginning of the end
2008-12-06 - Comedy punctuated by tragedy
2008-11-27 - A first
2008-11-05 - bittersweet victory
2008-11-04 - AZ and McCain deserve each other
2008-11-04 - E-Day
2008-11-03 - On the verge of voting
2008-10-22 - understanding understanding
2008-10-09 - Crazy things I think about because it doesn't matter to me if the world makes sense or not
2008-10-01 - onward and upward and outward
2008-09-25 - what have I learned?
2008-09-24 - doomed
2008-09-18 - Clasping
2008-08-22 - Even doubting my doubts
2008-07-25 - starting fresh, with lots of baggage
2008-07-24 - Who am I?
2008-07-16 - she and I are we now
2008-07-15 - all over again
2008-07-11 - I'm just so good at doing nothing
2008-07-10 - Jerked around by another potential employer
2008-07-08 - Enterprise? More like Exit-prise! Ha! Yeah.
2008-07-07 - It gets worse...
2008-07-07 - Forgive me, I am sleep deprived
2008-07-03 - Things will get better in time
2008-07-02 - There's cat poop in my fridge, which about sums up my mood.
2008-06-30 - flashback from the survey age
2008-06-20 - A boring entry about work stuff
2008-06-14 - Androgynous baby
2008-06-12 - The Grandma Spin
2008-06-09 - Hyperbole has its place
2008-06-06 - We don't fight the same, you and I...
2008-06-04 - Bad Kitty
2008-05-29 - Dwell on it too long and it explodes you
2008-05-15 - Parental persuasion
2008-05-07 - Resignation and reblooming
2008-05-01 - I don't mean to sound desperate, but...
2008-04-26 - welcome back, welcome back, welcome ba-a-ack
2008-04-25 - if you want the password, I'll give it to you for a low, low bargain price
2006-06-06 - -
2004-08-08 - found my friends
2004-08-08 - detached
2004-07-03 - lost and lacking illusion
2004-03-05 - the devil's in the details
2004-03-02 - I'm here.
2004-02-29 - Jessie: A Grown-Up
2003-04-13 - maybe farewell
2003-03-25 - peekaboo
2003-01-13 - Ode to the Little Blue Bird that Flew Away
2003-01-03 - Desert Girl
2002-12-19 - Jessie's last day
2002-12-18 - Jessie's last Wednesday
2002-12-17 - Jessie's last Tuesday
2002-12-15 - abc.com is a liar, and coitus interruptus
2002-12-13 - everything happens at once, except the things you need to have happen
2002-12-12 - whoa, success
2002-12-10 - missing cat, and stressors
2002-12-06 - house arrest
2002-12-04 - sick Jessie
2002-12-03 - alive, more or less
2002-11-26 - Rocky Horrific
2002-11-21 - wow, I already have pages named Daria AND Skippy
2002-11-18 - bullied by progesterone
2002-11-15 - get away from me, kid, ya bother me
2002-11-13 - Catfish New Orleans
2002-11-08 - Glorrhea
2002-11-06 - post-election rage
2002-11-05 - *twiddle, twiddle*
2002-11-04 - well, it's like the goat said to my ankle, \"we can't all shoot mariachi bands at the spark\"
2002-10-31 - right under my nose and I didn't even know about it
2002-10-30 - planning
2002-10-29 - call to arms
2002-10-28 - quiet down now
2002-10-25 - welcome
2002-10-22 - shaZAM
2002-10-18 - AHHHHH, ahhhhhh, ok.
2002-10-17 - where the fuck, part two
2002-10-16 - merci
2002-10-16 - where the fuck
2002-10-10 - rolling around in leaf piles
2002-10-08 - Lucky Jessie
2002-10-07 - whatcha gonna do?
2002-10-04 - no girl
2002-10-04 - still have frownies for (nearly) everyone
2002-10-03 - meatheads
2002-10-03 - no gold membership survey
2002-10-03 - the non-essay
2002-10-01 - did you ever see a lassie go this way and that way
2002-09-25 - elephants
2002-09-24 - drool
2002-09-20 - sussafrussenfass?
2002-09-18 - I vote!
2002-09-17 - I mean...
2002-09-17 - pretend I'm covered in snow
2002-09-13 - black coffee
2002-09-12 - the religious wrong
2002-09-10 - with a name like that, he must have been asking for it
2002-09-06 - whirls
2002-09-05 - another pumpkin goes unpicked
2002-08-30 - shhh
2002-08-27 - you let them go...
2002-08-23 - empty-handed
2002-08-22 - It's Thursday. Not Friday.
2002-08-20 - Near-Death by Pepper
2002-08-15 - odds n'ends
2002-08-15 - stupid subconscious
2002-08-14 - A DJ is Had
2002-08-11 - late night raiding of Jessie's brain
2002-08-07 - one of those moments of inner peace
2002-08-06 - the various levels of my non-sanity
2002-08-01 - Happy 200th! Burn in hell, muthas.
2002-07-30 - the illustrious Do-Dolen
2002-07-26 - wretched idleness
Thursday, Jul. 25, 2002 - little flashback. little.
2002-07-25 - all you ever needed to know about before the Big Bang, but were too stupid to ask
2002-07-24 - beauty
2002-07-19 - Noodles...I slipped.
2002-07-17 - my god, are you people still here?
2002-07-12 - I think I can, I think I can
2002-07-11 - to be continued
2002-07-09 - four plane rides and a nine-hour car ride later
2002-06-27 - Away!
2002-06-25 - crack egg on hard surface, fry egg on forehead
2002-06-25 - elation becomes regret
2002-06-24 - I slept in today, ha ha
2002-06-21 - mid-day malaise
2002-06-19 - Interlude from Spectral Prison
2002-06-18 - Annaliese and the Missing Pen
2002-06-14 - farewell to Friday
2002-06-14 - loss
2002-06-13 - down
2002-06-12 - the tedium of Jessie's day
2002-06-11 - I can't get away from you all, but on the other hand, you can't all get away from me
2002-06-10 - NOT possessing a case of the Mondays?
2002-06-07 - I guess it's just Satan...
2002-06-06 - not a panic attack
2002-06-05 - pre-graduation worries
2002-06-04 - a bunch o'junk, and chicken spunk (!)
2002-06-03 - Tuna of the Apocalypse
2002-05-31 - ABORT, ABORT! or, the demise of the diet pills
2002-05-30 - Her old self, or someone else's.
2002-05-29 - experiment and the Anna review
2002-05-28 - post-memoriam
2002-05-24 - get related
2002-05-23 - non-smooth night
2002-05-22 - Hump Day
2002-05-21 - pain-induced psycopathic babbling
2002-05-20 - that's a wrap
2002-05-17 - *sheepish*
2002-05-13 - return
2002-05-02 - VACATION
2002-05-02 - swimming, n'stuff
2002-05-01 - shaken. stirred.
2002-04-30 - Marntastic, and morality
2002-04-28 - lethargic return to topic at hand
2002-04-24 - neck blows bubble, part two
2002-04-23 - neck blows bubble -> whole world created
2002-04-22 - Could stars be eyes?
2002-04-19 - fearless Friday
2002-04-18 - chores
2002-04-17 - Marche(accent on the e)
2002-04-16 - oh I wish I were an Astrocamp instructor...
2002-04-15 - in which, Jessie has a weekend
2002-04-12 - scary stories to tell your friends
2002-04-09 - flux = flow = water = stream = this entry
2002-04-09 - mommy
2002-04-08 - Monday, Monday
2002-04-05 - gah, I almost forgot! Well, it'll have to go in the next entry.
2002-04-04 - If at first you don't succeed, strangle Netscape with its own modem and try, try again
2002-04-04 - bloody gory death to all
2002-04-02 - science as religion
2002-04-02 - brain candy
2002-03-29 - Pure Procrastination
2002-03-28 - all dressed up and nowhere to go
2002-03-27 - heads would be rolling, if I were that type
2002-03-25 - not as good as I expected
2002-03-25 - it's a girl
2002-03-22 - tusks
2002-03-21 - cabin fever
2002-03-20 - rewrite
2002-03-19 - at least I'm not pregnant
2002-03-15 - spizz
2002-03-14 - feeling better
2002-03-14 - seethe
2002-03-13 - my pet fRobert
2002-03-11 - in which: Jessie looks all mood-swingy
2002-03-08 - teaching-be-gone
2002-03-07 - the joys of bisexuality and marriage
2002-03-07 - blerg
2002-03-06 - \"I love in Connecticut\"
2002-03-05 - libido alarm
2002-03-04 - recap of the weekend's events
2002-03-01 - thanks for your note...
2002-03-01 - ch-ching
2002-02-28 - margarita moustache
2002-02-27 - the rest of the trivia
2002-02-26 - 65 things about me
2002-02-25 - it's not over because it has to end
2002-02-22 - walking home thoughts
2002-02-22 - brief reverie
2002-02-21 - FREEDOOOOM
2002-02-19 - next time I'll think happy thoughts
2002-02-14 - don't read if you're not Rob
2002-02-13 - tiny glimpse at how she really feels
2002-02-13 - unwelcome
2002-02-13 - knock some sense into that girl
2002-02-12 - butter
2002-02-11 - I'd like some cheese with this whine
2002-02-08 - caffeine aggression
2002-02-07 - long entry full of stuff
2002-02-06 - mini memory
2002-02-06 - shall return shortly
2002-01-31 - adventures in shame shopping, part II
2002-01-30 - adventures in shame shopping, part I
2002-01-29 - Jessie pulls out a week's worth of stitches
2002-01-28 - among other things, a kinky boot beast
2002-01-25 - non-workiness
2002-01-24 - the day that almost wasn't
2002-01-23 - more like a pool flounder
2002-01-18 - advice in love
2002-01-17 - sea monkeys from space
2002-01-15 - do I look 22 to you?
2002-01-14 - oblivious for a long time
2002-01-13 - movie popcorn, sans extra faux butter
2002-01-11 - watch in awe as Jessie throws money out the window
2002-01-10 - walk tall and proud
2002-01-10 - the true meaning of dorkiness
2002-01-09 - And I'll get Pride and Prejudice
2002-01-08 - a bit of ramble, and a dangerous gamble
2002-01-04 - EAT, Papa, EAT. Which has nothing to do with this entry.
2002-01-03 - a multitude of sorries
2002-01-02 - Should I teach?
2001-12-27 - worst karma EVER
2001-12-23 - mint chocolate candy cane
2001-12-21 - what a card
2001-12-21 - cabbage soup, not mentioned in this entry
2001-12-18 - impossible dreams: the anti-boredom
2001-12-14 - one wee Jessie
2001-12-14 - why movie stars aren't real people
2001-12-13 - a Molly
2001-12-12 - Molly Winters
2001-12-12 - In which, I am visited by the Ghost of Wishful Thinking
2001-12-11 - Lithuanian insults, or possibly just gibberish pretending to be Lithuanian insults
2001-12-11 - Backstreet debauchery
2001-12-10 - why you shouldn't drink at a stranger's house
2001-12-05 - the work of art that is I
2001-12-05 - hiccup
2001-11-29 - a little sci fi for you
2001-11-28 - Cheesejoe, soon to be a major motion picture event
2001-11-27 - Rings.html
2001-11-27 - a smattering of grumblings, some untaping, and some plans
2001-11-26 - unjointed double joints
2001-11-20 - note from the editor
2001-11-19 - The witch is dead, cheers. *clink*
2001-11-14 - so begins the Shatner vigil
2001-11-09 - oh whatever, I can't take it anymore
2001-11-09 - chat illiterate. chilliterate.
2001-11-06 - my good deed of the century
2001-11-02 - The Tale of Antje, or, That Time I Was So Embarrassed I Couldn't Breathe
2001-11-01 - a mouse in the house. grouse, you louse.
2001-11-01 - das maedchen Antje
2001-10-31 - stupid fairies
2001-10-31 - wedding-be-gone
2001-10-30 - It's the Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown!
2001-10-30 - cheers
2001-10-30 - quoted
2001-10-30 - entry.version.date
2001-10-29 - what wasn't said before
2001-10-26 - looking for my tin can phone
2001-10-26 - complaint tras complaint
2001-10-24 - and glee reigned supreme....
2001-10-23 - \"feeble\" rhymes with \"people\", almost. When you have a cold, maybe.
2001-10-19 - The dog on the bus goes lick, lick, lick.
2001-10-18 - don't bother reading this
2001-10-17 - tearing the fabric of the night, or, an overly poetic title for an entry with nothing significant inside
2001-10-16 - counter-amazement
2001-10-10 - Ode to My Olde Friends
2001-10-05 - another crappy entry with no rhyme or reason
2001-10-04 - in which: Jessie is fed and falls to drooling and growling
2001-10-03 - as long as I know what diva I was in a past life, I can handle this one
2001-10-03 - it's not like I plan these entries
2001-10-02 - listless no longer
2001-10-01 - Jessie is disgruntled
2001-10-01 - crap I'm going to be late for class, no time for a meaningful title
2001-09-28 - I can go without a mattress
2001-09-28 - brooding and mulling
2001-09-27 - Cheesejoe lovin'
2001-09-27 - Jessie: the sequel
2001-09-21 - tragedy of tragedies
2001-09-19 - more of before
2001-09-19 - if you like stuff that makes no sense, read this!
2001-09-18 - more Cheesejoe
2001-09-17 - happy days, only the red head is KP, not Opie
2001-09-14 - fragments
2001-09-13 - post trauma
2001-09-11 - airplanes
2001-09-09 - springy fruity fluffy
2001-09-07 - boing
2001-09-05 - blubbles
2001-09-04 - Going backwards. And movies.
2001-08-31 - pfffft
2001-08-30 - Jessie defeats fear of doctor. All rejoice.
2001-08-30 - where'd I go?
2001-08-29 - if I can't make friends, at least I can make cake
2001-08-28 - mere ramblings about my likes. dislikes to come.
2001-08-27 - if a tree falls in a forest...
2001-08-23 - and now for a tale of potential woe
2001-08-22 - let's call this \"Jessie has a deep thought\"
2001-08-21 - ebb and flow
2001-08-20 - testing the waters, finding them chilly